Holy Crap I haven't written here in awhile!

Stupid job search and artistic block! If you're wondering about my last journal, I didn't get a job at the video game company, I felt very depressed because I didn't have enough experience and my 3D work wasn't up to par with their expectations. I was bummed out for awhile but now I've picked myself back up and searching again.

This time I was able to harvest some fruit of my labours! I got a job interview today at a hotel to work at the front desk (instead of the housekeeping job I had a couple of months ago. Bleh!) and I'm also in for testing to work for the government in the Census department which means good pay!

But even if I don't get the government job I would like working at the hotels I've applied too, they look really nice and with the Xmas decorations up, it gives me a happy feeling (not to mention my pockets would be filled up! n_n )

From this time last year, Christmas was really depressing because I had a hard time to find a job as an animator... but now I'm just saying "Fuck this." and getting some savings built up for when I move to Ontario with my boyfriend and plan to go back to school at Sheridan College, which has the best animation programs around (compared to the shitty one, they tried to put here!)

So for this Xmas, I say that I am pulling myself back up, stop letting myself be dragged down, grow a backbone and go to accomplish my goals so that I can be and do what I want rather then let my insecurities prevent me from doing so.

Why oh why didn't this come by sooner?!! XO I could have prevented a lot of headaches! XD

As for art, I'll be posting stuff up, including some concept stuff for my comic projects and some animation experiments. In the meantime, I gotta get ready for my job interview and hope things go well!

I give thanks to anyone online or in real life who's given me comfort, inspiration and even those who gave me a needed kick in the ass!

~Madhatter Rabbit